One of the most off putting things is someone is too forward, it’s just petrifying.
I'm Kirstie. If you're reading this, Hello. I am mesmerized by glitter and space. My best friend will always be my guitar, it's a great listener and always knows what I'm feeling even before I understand. I spend
too much all of my time thinking. whether that is about people, opinions, sparkles, cats or the meaning of life. all of it crosses through my mind at some point. I dream every night, sometimes about random meaningless stuff but I love it, I adore the fact i can escape to another world just by simply closing my eyes. I get let down more than most, but maybe that's because I have such high expectations. i fall in love too easily, cry too much, get far too excited and basically live the whole of my life in extremes. I don't think it's possible for me to hate, there is not and will not ever be anyone I hate, purely because I forgive, forget and trust too easily. honestly, I can love everyone, and i do. i don't always love what people do but i can find something to love about everyone, sometimes that's my downfall. I'm a complete dreamer and a strong believer that those dreams will come true. sometimes i don't feel like i'm alive, i do things and don't remember doing things, say things without realizing the words came out of my mouth and walk places and turn around confused as to how I got there, my mind and my world is a confusing place but i have lots of things that make it a wonderful place too. I will always be searching for bliss. whatever form that may come in. i want to run, experience, cry, laugh, make terrible mistakes, say all the wrong things, say all the right things, love and just live my life, because I don't understand what life is or what happens or why. to me that's just an excuse to do the things that make you happy because, why not? I hope this gives you an insight into my mind, although sometimes you may not want to go there. if you read all of this, I applaud you, and guess what? i love you :)