your mind is blissful and beautiful

I'm Kirstie. If you're reading this, Hello. I am mesmerized by glitter and space. My best friend will always be my guitar, it's a great listener and always knows what I'm feeling even before I understand. I spend ~~too much~~ all of my time thinking. whether that is about people, opinions, sparkles, cats or the meaning of life. all of it crosses through my mind at some point. I dream every night, sometimes about random meaningless stuff but I love it, I adore the fact i can escape to another world just by simply closing my eyes. I get let down more than most, but maybe that's because I have such high expectations. i fall in love too easily, cry too much, get far too excited and basically live the whole of my life in extremes. I don't think it's possible for me to hate, there is not and will not ever be anyone I hate, purely because I forgive, forget and trust too easily. honestly, I can love everyone, and i do. i don't always love what people do but i can find something to love about everyone, sometimes that's my downfall. I'm a complete dreamer and a strong believer that those dreams will come true. sometimes i don't feel like i'm alive, i do things and don't remember doing things, say things without realizing the words came out of my mouth and walk places and turn around confused as to how I got there, my mind and my world is a confusing place but i have lots of things that make it a wonderful place too. I will always be searching for bliss. whatever form that may come in. i want to run, experience, cry, laugh, make terrible mistakes, say all the wrong things, say all the right things, love and just live my life, because I don't understand what life is or what happens or why. to me that's just an excuse to do the things that make you happy because, why not? I hope this gives you an insight into my mind, although sometimes you may not want to go there. if you read all of this, I applaud you, and guess what? i love you :)

May 15 2013

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